[Sometimes you're a sword tsukumogami accidentally born into the wrong body... His flesh prison is his hell.
What Mikazuki says is true, in any case. He does view himself as the sword of the Shinsengumi, a thing meant to be directed and guided and turned toward opponents in brutal flashes of merciless blade. But for the second part... His expression is a little hard to read for a moment, but there's still something of a smile on his face as he shakes his head.]
I know some, but much of it is unknown to me. I was given the opportunity in the castle to glimpse into the future, but I refused it. I have avoided seeking out information from books or from people about what lies ahead. Though my own fate became clear very quickly, I attempted to maintain my place in it - to this day, I don't know who took that illness from me. ...I wished to honor the weight Yasusada-kun carried.
[HE REALLY
TRIED
SO HARD. HE TRIED SO HARD...]
That's why I wrote you that letter. Knowing that I had lost my place in that world, I was intending to see to Kondo-san's safe return and then end my life. But I can no longer do this.
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What Mikazuki says is true, in any case. He does view himself as the sword of the Shinsengumi, a thing meant to be directed and guided and turned toward opponents in brutal flashes of merciless blade. But for the second part... His expression is a little hard to read for a moment, but there's still something of a smile on his face as he shakes his head.]
I know some, but much of it is unknown to me. I was given the opportunity in the castle to glimpse into the future, but I refused it. I have avoided seeking out information from books or from people about what lies ahead. Though my own fate became clear very quickly, I attempted to maintain my place in it - to this day, I don't know who took that illness from me. ...I wished to honor the weight Yasusada-kun carried.
[HE REALLY
TRIED
SO HARD. HE TRIED SO HARD...]
That's why I wrote you that letter. Knowing that I had lost my place in that world, I was intending to see to Kondo-san's safe return and then end my life. But I can no longer do this.