[i hope we meet again in the gy so i can use this catchall
but mikazuki will approach where sieg is being kept, because of course he will. i have no idea the state of his face. i'll tell you later. he might've washed the blood off. that's the bare minimum.]
You don't need to worry about that. I may be younger than you, but I've still lived far longer than most humans. It's not the first time I've been ashamed of my actions . . . or inaction. All I can do is move forward.
[i can't believe i never died so we never got another pc i'm so sad
but well wherever sieg is
mikazuki will go off to find him. he is bringing along a small collection of items on a tray. two cups of tea, a few snacks on a plate, and a white camellia]
That's right. Conviction goes a long way, you know? I made certain to carry my share of it, so that your shoulders wouldn't cave in under everything else you've been holding up.
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week 0, saturday
but mikazuki will approach where sieg is being kept, because of course he will. i have no idea the state of his face. i'll tell you later. he might've washed the blood off. that's the bare minimum.]
Are you in need of anything?
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Sieghart figured they'd see each other again shortly. Seated on the lower bunk of the bed, he's much calmer than before.]
I need to say what I can before tomorrow.
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then mikazuki will allow this to happen. he makes an open-handed gesture before going to help himself to a seat nearby.
the stage is sieg's]
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Sieghart straightens. His right hand almost tingles where he once held the shaving knife.]
I was approached by a shadow at the start of the week. It assured me that it'd help ensure Mari's safety, so I accepted it into myself.
At first, I felt like myself, but . . . by the time Thursday night rolled around, I couldn't control my impulses.
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I do not find myself particularly surprised.
[damn. sucks.]
And how do you feel now, after trial's end?
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[His expression darkens. He curses his weakness.]
I don't believe in false promises. It wasn't my intention to accept it . . . but it ended up taking me anyway.
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Would you suppose that there is any way to save your heart [if not his life, jiji isn't optimistic enough for that] before tomorrow?
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You don't need to worry about that. I may be younger than you, but I've still lived far longer than most humans. It's not the first time I've been ashamed of my actions . . . or inaction. All I can do is move forward.
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. . . . ]
... for what it is worth -
I am sorry that it came to pass this way, my friend.
[despite only throwing the word around so easily today - he meant it.]
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Sieghart exhales quietly.]
I'm sorry, too. That was a shameful display on my part.
[And Mikazuki had to bear the brunt of it today.]
How's your face?
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[he truly doesn't give a fuck about nearly getting stabbed he's just like yea man that's totally fair]
Might I ask you a few more questions on understanding what happened to you?
I would rather get them out of the way, before I get to what's important.
[just... business first,]
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Sieghart simply nods. He did say that he'd explain, and he considers that a priority.]
What is it?
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When you say 'at the start of the week' - do you mean Monday? Where it it approach you, and could you make out any identifying features of its shape?
And when it took you...
You had said that rage has always been a part of your life - but I still wish to know if what you felt during the trial... if that was yours.
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comes back to this crusty tag bc i've had it open for a week
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endgame!!
but well wherever sieg is
mikazuki will go off to find him. he is bringing along a small collection of items on a tray. two cups of tea, a few snacks on a plate, and a white camellia]
Shall we try again at our reunion?
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Hm? Did you bring chocolate this time?
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I hope it will pair well with the tea.
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You didn't have to . . .
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mikazuki just laughs at that, faintly amused]
Even if I did not have to, I wished to.
After everything, I am pleased that we have been able to meet again in this way.
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It's the ideal outcome. You didn't have to worry about my body, after all.
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Imagine if you had all but disappeared... I would not have known for weeks.
[when the mailroom opened]
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[he didn't feel that last game bc he was. npc.]
Though I see now I simply ought to have had more confidence.
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That's right. Conviction goes a long way, you know? I made certain to carry my share of it, so that your shoulders wouldn't cave in under everything else you've been holding up.
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[he's told sieg in the past a little bit about himself and he still has the audacity to act like his personality is just fuwafuwa]
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I've carried my brothers' convictions for centuries. They're not a burden, but I wouldn't call them light, either.
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